when i know who are the friends i can stay on with forever.

so what if u have thousand and one friends.
the fact is that not all are close ones.
i dunno why i have this thought but i felt that uni is pulling me further away from my secondary sch friends. they are supposed to be the ones growing old with me together!!='(

it makes things worse when our sch terms are totally the opposite. i study,they play; they study i play. and where's the promise 'we can always have dinner even after sch has started'?
im tired of planning.
'hey,let's meet up' 'hey wanna have icecream?' 'hey,free for lunch later?'

i do have lots of fun in uni, but i realise i can hardly tell things to them.
some were telling me they are envy of me,cause NBS looks so fun to them.
yea,they are.
but when u come to normal sch days,it's jus study, go home chiong studies again, and do project.
it's jus study study and study.
I DESPERATELY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO BUT I DUNNO WHERE AND HOW TO START WITH=(
SOS!!!!!

i dunno why but this year hasn't realli been a great year for me.

im losing friends, my health hasn't been great since the start of the year and my results suck!

all i can do now is to suck thumb and dun complain so much!

i bet no one's gonne read this cause my blog is dead for so long~=/

enough of complaining, i gotta go off to do project.bye~