okiie today
im feeling TERRIBLE!
DAD drove me to school
at 630..
EARLI.
BLUEBLACK on my ankle is STILL there!
AFTER lesson at 250
we are SUPPROSE to start CCA at 3
but they r still not CHANGED
loitering ard the canteen
WONDER WHY
last min walking ard asking for KEYS
got e 'black face' FROM me.
on court
yup i CANT play
was WATCHING them play
WONDERING if they are LOUSY or jus not SERIOUS
worried abt TOURNAMENT
i WANT TO win SMT
what ABT THEM?
where's the CONFIDENCE!
fooling ard doesn't PROOF things
what's WRONG
i mean ME?
mood was BAD
extro BAD
im ANGRY for almost ALL trainings
what's WRONG
n REALISED i LOVE to STUDY
for the 1st TIME
LEARNING new STUFFS r fun!
weird..
i want to CHANGE
though i've mentioned i LOVE EVERYTHING
but now i want to CHANGE for the
BETTER